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A Psalm for the Buried - Psalm 88

Is Psalm 88 the saddest psalm? It seems to be sung near the gates of Hades.  There is no change for the better at the end, no note of victory to be sung. This ends with no friends but darkness. Jehovah, God of my salvation,  I have cried by day and in the night before thee.  Let my prayer come before thee; incline thine ear unto my cry.  For my soul is full of troubles, and my life draweth nigh to Sheol. Soul-troubles and a death-like feeling happens to us. This is a crying out by day and in the night to the Lord. There is a victory in hopeless darkness just by bringing it all before your God and staying before Him with it.  The three friends of Daniel knew that God could deliver them from the fire but even if He didn't they would still be faithful to Him (3:18). All of this may seem like a complaint but do you complaint about God? or do you complain to God? I am reckoned with them that go down into the pit;  I am as a man that hath no strength:  Pro...
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Brief Baptism @ the Red Sea (Nuweiba, Egypt 2023)

Jesus is my Lord! We were at a place where the Muslims did not want any Christian activity. Early in the morning our time of baptism began with a short word and a fast translator (into Chinese). Those baptised shared their most basic testimonies: "My name is _____, and Jesus is my Lord!" It was a joyful and blessed experience. Some hotel staff started to watch and ask questions but we were too fast to get into any trouble this time. Video by sister Marcia ( original link ) while on the 2023 Egypt and Israel Bible Study Tour 301 "From Egypt into Canaan - the Path of Growth."

Heart Sharing (with Spanish Translation): San José, Costa Rica August 2025

Note: These two messages are part of a larger series a few of us shared. (I'll add a playlist for that once I have it). These two can stand alone as well. The first crowd was there on a Wed night for a weekly worship time. The second crowd was a set of those serving in the church (mostly).

drained out

And the priest shall bring it to the altar and wring off its head and burn it on the altar. Its blood shall be drained out on the side of the altar. Leviticus 1:15 As we're on the altar of fire —" a living sacrifice" — our High Priest does His expert work on us.  We are not only cut into pieces by His double-edged sword of the Spirit, but our wounds bleed and must be drained out.  The cuts of the cross may also arrive from other people. It seem to hurt the most when coming from our beloved brothers and sisters in the church. We are left with wounds. We are left bleeding from their words or actions.  It hurts ... and we bleed.  We forgive ... but we still feel the blood pouring out. The wound is still open.  It hurts ... but let the Lord drain the "blood" all the way out. As our own soul's life is dried up from this work of the cross, this altar experience, we end up fully dead to it. There's no more that may be done to us. We are drained out. No more ble...

Kingdom Talks

I started a short series with a brother on this topic of the kingdom but we never finished it. Here are the ones we've covered so far. These were meant to be short and simple introductions to some concepts that are often too complicated or controversial to cover easily.  These are based off of many talks in our living room when some questions would come up about gift or reward or future prophecies and we'd end up on a tangent with a messy whiteboard. 

The mystery of Israel: a conversation about prophecies and modern events

 This is not a message, it is more of a discussion that I’ve been having with several people by phone call or email or chat or in person. This only includes some notes on it but I wanted to share a more comprehensive view all at once.

How do I prepare to share a 5-minute message?

I just received a question via text from a brother who is about to share a short word at an upcoming event. He wanted to know how I prepare when I'm sharing a word. There are many more details to talk about, but for those 5-minute times, here are my notes: 1) Pray for the people  The "burden of the word" (Mal 1:1) or the specific main word I get often comes through this. If I have no clue what to share on and I'm asking the Lord about it, the answer doesn't always come until I begin to pray for the people. More often than not, I'll be praying for the souls, and some Scripture or topic will come through that. Sometimes I already have the word, and I cannot tell when it came, but I know what I should share on. In your case, you may have a word already in your heart that has worked in you to get you to this point. Even still, you take the word and bring it to the Lord and pray for the people that will be listening. 2) Meditate and receive the word The largest par...